Saturday, August 28, 2010

Happy Me Day!

Today is my birthday.
It's a little anti-climactic, I already got my presents, a few weeks ago really, and nothing really exciting is going on today.
So far, I've been a complete bum. I've slept in, had lunch, watched some tv, and eaten a humongous cheesecake brownie (supermegadelicious!) and now i'm contemplating the idea of going out for a bike ride or calling my mom and pestering her to go swimming at the gym before my birthday dinner.
It is my birthday, so I can justify being super lazy, but...would I feel better if I went out and did something productive?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Nighttime...

It's funny,
last night, as I was falling asleep, I thought of something I really wanted to write about...and now I can't think of it to save my life.
Well darn!
But on a totally different note, I spend so much time complaining lately, that I sometimes have to stop and think about how incredibly lucky I really am.
I never go hungry
I always have clothes and shelter and books
I know my family loves me
I just got a new laptop for my birthday!
And still, I spend a lot of time complaining and letting silly things upset me. It's not that I'm an unhappy person. I think everyone who knows me would agree - I'm a pretty big optimist. But sometimes things just get so frustrating that I need to vent to SOMEONE or it'll just drive me insane.
Is that healthy?
It HAS to be healthier than just bottling it all up....I hope :/