Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I love to LAUGH

I mean, really, truly laugh.
Can't breathe, can't speak, laughing.
It's the kind of thing that makes you happy, even when it's just for a few minutes.
The times I laugh the hardest, are often the times I have the most to worry about, isn't that funny?

Ev'ry face that I see is all wrapped up in frowns,
And unfortunately, it kind of gets me down
'Cause the music's funny
Yeah, the bass sounds off-beat
Ain't that neat?
When you lose all your money
Or you can't find your shoes
To cover your feet

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


What the efff is the matter with me lately? Babe is getting on my nerves, I can't stop eating crap, and I actually started crying on the phone with my mom last night...in the lobby of the theater building...with other people around...in response to the question "How is everything?"
Nothing is actually wrong, everything is fine, at least...it should be.
I hate crying. I only do it when I feel incredibly weak and stupid. And doing it only makes me feel weaker and stupider. It's awful. I wish it never happened.
I can't make myself feel better.

Don't make it bad,
Take a sad song,
And make it better