GAHHHHH

What the efff is the matter with me lately? Babe is getting on my nerves, I can't stop eating crap, and I actually started crying on the phone with my mom last night...in the lobby of the theater building...with other people around...in response to the question "How is everything?"

Nothing is actually wrong, everything is fine, at least...it should be.

I hate crying. I only do it when I feel incredibly weak and stupid. And doing it only makes me feel weaker and stupider. It's awful. I wish it never happened.

I can't make myself feel better.

Don't make it bad,

Take a sad song,

And make it better